THERE WAS A REMARKABLE DIFFERENCE in the
manner in which the first and second sets of luchot
--of the Tablets of the Law--reached the hands of Moses. The first
were handed to him by the Almighty. In the presence of all
the people, God revealed Himself and, amidst peals of
thunder and streaks of lightning, pronounced the Ten
Commandments. The sages say that oaf lo porach --that
the silence that prevailed was so total that it was not
disturbed even by the flight of a bird. The entire universe
held its breath in a spirit of reverence and awe during those
precious historical moments (Exod. Rab. 29).
The task of Moss was relatively easy and pleasant, for
practically everyone was eager to go to Mount Sinai and
accept the Torah. In unison they proclaimed naaseh
venishma --"We will do and obey" (Exod. 24:7). The angels,
we are told, were so enthused with the response that they
placed two crowns on the heads of each Jew, one for naaseh
and the other for nishma (Sabbath 88a).
When Moses had to climb the Mountain for the second
luchot, however, the picture was altogether different. By
then the people had worshipped the golden calf and had lost
their crowns of glory; the first Tablets had been broken, and
an open rebellion against God had taken place. This time
the divine order to Moss was ve-ish lo yaaleh imakh, "And
no man shall come up with you" (Exod. 34: 3). Moss has to
climb the Mountain alone. When he reaches the summit he
faces barren soil and hard rocks. At long last he hears the
voice of God bidding, pesol lekha shnei luchot avanim
korishonim, "Hew for yourself two tablets of stone like the
first" (Ibid. 34:1). Out of the barren hard rock he has to
hammer out new Tablets. With his own hands he has to
carve, chisel and shape the granite-like stone. The task is
formidable; the heart is heavy with doubts and misgivings
about his people. He knows that there will be moments when
he wilt have to stand alone against the mob who would rather
dance around a golden calf than follow the teachings inscribed
on the Tablets. But he knows that he cannot and dare not
give up.
When Moses is done, he comes down from the Mountain
with the second set of luchot. "And Moses knew not that
the skin of his face shone" (Ibid. 34:29). His face shone
with a new light--a radiance that comes only to those who
achieve a lofty goal after great trial and toil; the kind of
light that bathes the soul of inspired prophets, great poetsˇ
and true saints.
Even ordinary people know what a difference there is in
feeling between that which is handed to them and that which
they have to obtain. Things that are given do not always
provide true satisfaction. They may help make life more comfortable,
but seldom will make it happier. But things that require effort and
struggle--goals that are attained through the process of
pesol lekha --provide contentment, and sometimes even
karnei hod --"rays of glory"-- that make hearts full and
faces shine.
There are people who have made huge fortunes. They
gambled and won. My educated guess is that as a result of
easy victories and successes no rays of glory will be detected
on their faces. But I did see faces radiating pride and joy on
those who had made their way to the top after a long, tedious
and arduous climb.
When people meet after a long absence, they shake hands
in a friendly and cordial manner. They smile and exchange
pleasantries. One will seldom note any extraordinary facial
changes on the participants of those standard reunions. But if
you had watched on television the scene that took place at
the Lod Airport in Israel when the Entebbe hostages were
reunited with their relatives and friends, you would have seen
faces beaming with elation, eyes brimming with tears and
hearts beating with pride. As brother embraced brother and
parents crushed children in their arms, there were karnei hod
to be seen everywhere.
There was a time when conditions were favorable to Jewish
observance; when it was normal and natural to be a believing and
pious Jew. There was a maximum of encouragement from within
the Jewish camp and a minimum of discouragement from without.
The spirit was similar to the one that prevailed at the time of the
giving of the first luchot. Things have changed since then.
The world, the street, the place of business --the entire milieu---
are not in favor of Jewish piety and observance. This is especially
true for the Jew who resides in the smaller communities in America.
Only those who have the courage of their convictions are able to
follow the pesal lekha route and thus gain for themselves and
their religion karnei hod.
In our struggle for Israel's survival, we often stand isolated
and alone. Our brethren in the Jewish State are proving to
us and the world that where there is determination, idealism
and faith, there is the kind of achievement that brings with it
"rays of glory." The road is rocky and the task is pesa lekha
--demanding sacrifice and pain-- but they bring our people
karnei hod and an assurance of netzach Yisrael.
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